and there are days, when all patients have renal colic and acute retentions, and drowsy asleep, and the ward just have no doctors available/free, and radiology dept wants us to book in advance before turning up to observe ivu. these consequently produce a low motivation to prowl the wards, and a higher determination to go home. o well.. it's friday.. :P
a lot of things have happen in the past week. a lot of them i'm not proud and happy of . but looking at them in a positive light, i guess things happen for a reason. no matter how distressingly depressing these things are. they do serve a purpose. either to teach me, or to become a guidance referance if ever the same thing is to occur again in the future. i shall know better.and now i do.
when something bitter happen to me. i wish to let it go. to never talk about it again and to not be reminded about them. its in the past. water under the bridge. shush. as for those who are affected by it, we learn from it. and we grow. i refuse to not recover and repent, i refuse to forever be a sinner.
and so. i feel like ive grown. like i know things and people better now.
:) now that is over and done with, i shall bury my nose in talley o connor again.
till then, please do remind me to share kindness and love with my family and friends. for sometimes human being forgets these values in life. and i am a human.
