i havent been writing.. i wonder why? have you ever been in a situation when your heart wants something else despite your brain telling you otherwise. i'm a practical person. i dont believe in magical miracles and out of world things like that. if you work hard, u'll get what u work for. if u wish and pray hard enough for sth, your prayer will be answered. i watched 'chungking express' couple of weeks ago. its a cantonese movie where guys in the movie were weirdly pathetic bunch of people - crushingly devastated over being dumped by their gfs. so blinded by their sorrow and melancholy, they didnt see who's been standing in front of their own eyes all along. o well, i dont recommend you watching it, unless u're into eccentric movies which require a bit of brain use. anyways, the final yr students are now no longer students. peah, ali and hajar, my long time bestfrens since i were still a stupid innocent 1st yr medical student- they are now no longer students! introducing the brand new doctors to roam the hospitals, to be harassed by us medical students, and to lose weight and get stressed over annoying nurses, long nights, and lack of social life. lol. (i am predicting the future) ;) i wish them my warmest and happiest congratulations! they deserve this so much, i knew they are gonna be doctors months before they sat for their exams :) i wish them all the best for the upcoming working life. i am utmost defintely assured that they will do extremely well as doctors as they have always been in medical school. till then, have u ever thing that rockers are really fake? do they seriously wear clothes as uncomfortable as what they wear in tv? gosh